-Fahrenheit;　飞轮海(: ____________

Saturday, July 30, 2005

11:58 PM

eeeeeeeeeeee............................. chien han sheng from R.I. is ranting to me now..................... argh............. i pity jasmine (jasmine teo from 1/2 of NYGH. see i noe so many jasmines tt i have to define which jasmine im talking bout.) hahas. kk nvm. some of u wouldnt understand but nvm.

yesterday was end of sabbaticals......yea...........theatre appreaciation is nice!!!!!!!!!! im happy i didnt choose manga mania, have to draw lor... and my drawing sucks........... nvm.................

we have teacher's day auditions yesterday also.............hmm............. ee ning had to go off for her cca cos her senior would scold her if she reached safra after 4, and we didnt have a piano and a drumset. so we ended up singing yea. its ok de lah........... even if we didnt get in i didnt think i would mind. cos at least we had fun. :))

han sheng is talking bout sth that im not supposed to leak out now.....

anyways.....what his talking bout hurts me so deeply i dun want to tok bout it.... how can anyone be so mean? and he's my friend...... (not referring to hs) sigh.......... i nvr tot he would be so mean.........

hahas..... now im supporting the school blog by visiting lots of times.............. :))

btw, thankew yihuang, eugenia, and mellissa for tagging....especially yihuang senior hu taggs alot at my board..wheeee so happy!!!!! at last got seniors come!!!! yayness.............. i dun mind if not seniors lah....but at least must have peeps come to visit.... yes........ :))) i have very very very very very nice seniors............... band has nice seniors........... i cant understand why some people from track or bowling doesnt like seniors.............. must appreaciate them lor................. whheee!!!! band has nice nice nice seniors!!!!!!!!!

kks....... i think i crap alot..... except for the seniors part. gtg liao bb............
sweet dreams to all.............

lurve me seniors =))

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

8:45 PM

back again.

o man! i have lots of things to post but got no time lor. got passing down, sabbaticals, radiation thingy, hci clock tower, erms, gym=arena theatre, black box, AUDITORIUM!!!!!! yeah....some of these stuff lah.

O yes. still got band de dong xi, and me and ding, and soggy and yihui stuff, blah blah blah.....

1st, there is absolutely nothing between me and ding lor. dunno what are u guys thinking bout. so dirty minded. haiya...... anyway, dirty-minded is ur problem, not mine, so i dun care wadever u think bout me and ding lor. hmph!

2nd, sorry soggy and yihui for making u miss the bus on monday. make u guys wait for 1/2 hr lor. eeeepps! so sorry.....

3rd, teachers' day auditions is on this friday, and i still never practise on drumset. i mean, where to get drumset? unless i ask band lah, which i doubt they would allow. haiz.......... anyway, 7TH ASSIGNMENT JIA YOU!!!! CANNOT LOSE TO 1/9!!!!!!

4th, i realised that seniors never come here. sigh. so depressing......im so jealous of val, zi yan and some others lah.....their tagboard is always raining with tags from seniors lor.... hmph! never come here...

5th, wait. wat's 5th? i cant seem to remember.....o ya. i saw the band pics, and i feel that the sec 2 seniors look very cute last year!!!!! true! and all the seniors looked very different from last year............

kks......gtg liao
bb =)

Friday, July 22, 2005

9:07 PM

continued..........

we went down for punishments, which was 12 rounds for leaving 12 scores on stands. we had to run as a group. so we ran. 6 rounds. not tt tiring actually.....

then we had chinese.

li lao shi wanted us to write a compo on our school lah....descriptive.......so in order for us to write better, she decided to bring us around the school to guan cha zhou wei yi xia. we went to the spice garden, then looked down at the feild, track and netball court from the 4th floor. the view was beautiful.......then we went to the field, and i saw YUMIN and AIWEN!!!! yumin was so funny lor...she was balancing the cones on her head, cos aiwen put them there......... okai nvm...... yes thenwe ran on the track to really feel the feeling of running on the track..............then we ran to the swings...............wenqi became over excited and dashed to the swings lor.................*siao* then she began swinging and swinging and swinging.............higher and higher.... and she wouldnt come down............until li lao shi began to call the class to the auditorium, then she fell down. -.- but she landed on her feet lah...no injury at all...........

we went to the auditorium to xin shang........... then we went to the eco-pond and then the art gallery and went back. i felt as if i was new to the school.......hehheh............but this trip has allowed me to savour everything in the school, every part and parcel of it......

next lesson was history, we had a simple history test, than we had lessons. mr mackintosh extracted 5 teeth and had talking problem..then he kept shaking his butt...........then he wanted to hug soggy, but luckily soggy ran away fast enough........

wierd teacher.

weird and funny day.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

4:54 PM

hiie...here again...........

rmb my last post was on the FOA night? i didn't managed to go, but hui juan said their night performance was terrible. here's wat happened:

there were some HCI boys in the auditorium (audi). ya. then the band played 7th night. there was one part on eupho solo and yen zhen was playing that part. when she played, the HCI boys started laughing and one HCI boy told her that her solo was dman lousy. then yen zhen was crying when they went back to the band room after the performance.

i mean, how much worse can boys get?

and the hong kong band that came to our school last thursday still said her playing was damn damn good lor.........stupid HCI boys.......... grrr.............

O MAN!!! so many things happened. ok. i talked bout the FOA liao. still got hong kong band, hui juan's thoughts on ding, grooviest band in the garden, today, and hmm........ sec 4s passing.

Hong Kong band

the Hong Kong band came last thursday. They were very lively and nice lah...... they played nice songs, though most of them were very slow and sleepy. almost the whole percussion section wanted to sleep. some of the songs they played were " theme from spirited away' and "Phantom of the Opera". yes soggy dear, i noe u like that song but pls dont get too excited over it....... yes. after they performed, we performed and played 7th night. they said andrea was so pro when she played the running notes on the mallets, which was relatively tough. (two sticks only u noe!)

after the performance, they had refreshments, and we were supposed to mix around lah. after refreshments, we perc. decided to go ban instruments to 3rd floor band room. i carried my seniors bass as i was not performing, (see i such a nice junior!) while i think pearlynne carried congas and hui juan carried bongos. hui juan had difficulty carrying bongos as they were big, fat, and heavy, so she had to practically hug it to carry it. heh.

the hong kong band was a mix band, and a boy saw hui juan, so he came up and said, " erm, can i help u?" then hui juan said " no need no need....." but he carried it for her anyway..... then hui juan was so shy and embarrassed (she's so cute!) then she was saying " oh my god! oh my god! " over and over again...... heh. think she think's the boy likes her.

we took the lift up, and then hui juan was still saying oh my god. then the boy offered to help pearlynne. heh.

sec 2 seniors arh.... cannot understand them..... jasmine, pearlynne, patricia and hui juan senior all have their own "liang zai" if u noe wat tht means. but then when they took photo with huijuan's "liang zai" hu was also the boy who helped her carry the bongos, he wanted to stand with pearlynne but pearlynne walked away... and he looked sad. heh. hui juan was jealous. they thought that hui juan's liangzai like pearlynne. haha.

o yes. then ai wen asked the hongkong band perc. section leader (her) if andrea was cute. actually, andrea is very very very pretty. and u noe wat was her ans?

" zhe ge arh. zhe ge hen cuuuuuuuuuutttttttttttttteeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then andrea was blushing. HAHA. :)

o yes! and u noe wat? grace and wenqi said the 7th nigth was very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!see! i told u so! its so damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. ty so much! :)

Hui Juan's thoughts on ding.

hehheh. this is going to be humorous. peeps with asthma or laughing problem are advised not to read this.

on sunday night, i went out with my family for dinner at macdonalds after shopping. i received a message from hui juan and it ran:

"AHHH!!!!!! why did u force an idiot to add me!?! wanna kill u liao lahz..............."

i ans "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

she ans "toking to ding makes me wanna bleaux...."

obviously she was referring to me forcing ding to add her but i didnt force. i merely asked.

so i ans "o tell him tt i will kill him if he continues to pester u anymore."

she ans " no lah..... actually he's ok......."

i ans " no im serious threatened him if he really annoys u or he can get really irritating at times."

she ans " no lah he's not bad wa.............. i didnt noe u so fierce..................."

i ans " hehs" :)

The grooviest band in the gardens

Sunday i went to botanic gardens with my family. met tian hui (NY) there. actually it was tian hui who suggested we go and watch the concert, which consists of all the bands who have gotten gold with hornours for SYF (sobs we got only gold) yup and my sis had to do the botanist project. tian met me and said she saw seniors also so i got excited and went hunting for seniors but could not find them. so i decided that tian hui was blind and gave up. then tian hui went home, i went to hunt for seniors hoping to find them. then when i gave up, i saw the person sitting in front of me turned around and said "hi".

and the person was eugenia.

i saw eugenia, YI HUANG, margeret, and sylvia. (i specially highlighted yi huang to tease Jasmine poon from cls 1/7 in NYGH. HA! )

I WAS SO STUPID TO EVEN REALISE THAT THEY WERE IN FRONT OF ME LOR! argh!

but i was happy i got to see them. :)

Today

Today was nice. lets see.....

the fun part started from 1st recess.

hui juan went to find me in my classroom and we went to take punishments together. we ran 6 rounds, i still got six more rounds to go. it's not that tiring actually.

to be continued tmw. =)

-lurve me seniors-
-going to miss my sec 4s seniors soon-

Saturday, July 16, 2005

7:23 PM

here again. i felt tt i definitely have to post this now, or i'll not be able to stop crying.

yes. tt was no typo error. im crying right now.

no matter wat i do, or how hard i try, i cant seem to stop crying.

its barely 5 minutes away to the Grand Gala Festivals of Art concert at night. and im missing it. i'm missing a perfect chance to catch a glimpse of all my seniors and friends. I'm not doing anything about it. it's not tt i dun want to or i just dun bother, but its tt i cant do anything about it.

2 more minutes.

sigh.... im still crying.

tian said she went into the auditorium without tickets this afternoon. she just walked past the usher lor. i my god. so sad. i cant go. she said the performance was soooooooooo nice. she said Ai Wen was so chio. o man!!!!! Ai Wen!!!!!

the magic has began. its 7.30 p.m.

Friday, July 15, 2005

11:59 PM

just came back from HMP concert. the concert was nice, got HCI boys there also. Clara Lu (saxes), Andrea (PERC!!!!) and one clarinet senior performed. they all look so damn pro. =) lurve all my seniors. o ya. Rosilind performed also. she's good. heh.

tmw got the grand gala concert. the grand gala concert is much better cos it involves all the performing arts group. so u guys must must must catch it if u can. sad lah. i dun have tickets. only got matinee tickets but i cant go cos i got piano and tuition. anybody got night tickets to sell to me???? not joking k..... i really want to go...... i just cried when hui juan ask me if i cant go for concert tmw over MSN lah. crying again. my god . i cry alot nowadays. but im really really sad, cos i nvr see seniors scince tuesday? ya. missing them so so so much.

today i went back home with Charis and soggy. (Charis is my angel. =) ) we talked alot. hehheh.

Tian Hui, Jannable, valerie, jo, and ke xin were at the HMP concert helping out also. A lot of band peeps there. saw yumin, magret, jiaying, sabrina, vera, AI WEN, zhuo jin, vivian, yiting, and many many other peeps. Jannable
and jo say zhuo jin very cute becos of her hair, ke xin says yumin very cute cos when ke xin gave yumin the lolipop, yumin was jumping up and down lor. imagine a chio sec 4 senior jumping up and down. HAHA. but ke xin says yen zhen is nice cos yen zhen is her senior.

i say all band seniors are nice. =)))

o ya. my dad fetched me to and fro from school. i see my dad as a very pro man who is very pro in computers and I.T. ya. and he is tt type of science fiction peeps. but he does not know how to appreaciate the arts. i mean, i love music, concerts, performances, and there in the car he was scolding me, say i spend too much time on band, negleting my studies, ask me at the beggining of the year to take HMP i dun want, and many other stuff. I mean, i love music tt's why i joined band, i AM not having enough time to do my studies, tt's why i want to quit jap, but my parents dun allow, ask me to quit band instead, then at the beggining of the year, i did consider going into HMP, but i was only grade 6 lor, how to get in? almost everyone in Hmp either grade 7,8, or diploma. im so damn lousy compared to them.

sigh. i have too much problems bugging me.

i feel depressed today, despite the events of the day, which definitely has to be considered fun, cos we learned many new things, like how to fight back when attacked and stuff. However, not being able to attend tmw's concert, not being able to find my drumset scores for qi li xiang, being scolded by my parents, and seeing sarah's depressed moods depressed me.

Sarah has been depressed since after the June holidays. I think it's her family and CCA problems tt's bugging her. becos, she fell sick, then cannot go for track competitions, became depressed, think tt she's the one tt caused the downfall for NY track, hope tt my track can get better scores, sets high expectations of herself, so high tt sometimes i thin tt our class has been too hard on her. She's our class monitress and she has her own problems yet we have to get her to solve our problems and the class problems. i think tt from now onwards we should solve our own problems, not bug her so much, and listen to her more.

i still cannot find the drumset scores for qi li xiang by jay chou. i think im going to be useless to 7th assignment.

i found out why i cried in "bass trouble" the post i posted before. i was too tired, and i was angry with ms chong for not putting me in percussion lor. becos i myself feel tt im better at percussion than bass., so it is reasonable for me to go percussion. but she put me in bass. and i couldnt play the bass. so why she put me in bass? and the percussionists were there playing lah when i was practising with the bass so i was damn frusrtated. i also felt very discouraged from my discouraging parents who often tell me to quit band. so at that time i was angry with myself for thinking of quitting band. sigh.

Last but not least, i want to thank Hui Juan for talking to me always and being there for me, (sry i cannot go and support u tmw. =( ) Thank u Charis for being there for me also, (u rawk as an angel) Thank you Patricia for letting me bother u so many times becos of band prac, thank you Jasmine senior for teaching me bass, for i noe i suck as a junior, thank you pearlynne for letting me call u and bug u also, thank you liang zhen for being there as a quiet but important perc. member. =)

Also, thank you ding, for bringing the gap between me and liuyi and ee ning and shena closer and being my gor gor, thank you soggy for being there as a 2nd cousin, thank you ee ning who always quieten me down when i get too loud, thankyou liuyi for being my nice mei mei, thank you shena for being there to support all of us, and thank you lynn for providing us always with laughter.=)

for the rest out there, thank you for being my friend. =)

*im being grateful today. =)*

P.S. Mr Gary tang is leaving us. His stage, his students, his collegues for VJ. Sad right? So peeps out there, please make this FOA Concert the best one for him and just for him , as we do need to appreaciate him while he is still here with us......

*lurving me seniors*

*especially hui juan senior*

Thursday, July 14, 2005

11:19 PM

o man!!! this whole week is full of fun, fun, fun!!!!!!!!!!!! why? because it's the Festivals of Art week!!!!!!!!!!!! yess!!!! and tmw we have no lessons!!!one whole day of fun again......

i planned to post on the youth day and hongkong band and the percussion and guitar ensem. maybe next time..........

o ya. for teacher's day each class is supposed to present something to our teachers lah..... e.g. skit, play.....etc.

wat did our class choose to do?

we chose to create a rock band. yes! a rock band!

liuyi-lead guitarist/volcalist
ee ning-lead volcalist
lydia-keyboard/volcalist
shena-guitarist
hee ai-violinist
me!-percussionist

hehheh. yea. i was chosen to be the percussionist. though i havent played drums for a long time, i think i can practice harder so tt i can play the drumset. yes! must jia you. hehheh.

song tt we r playing-fukai mori? change the world? qi li xiang?
band name-7th assignment!!!! We rawk!!!!!!
place tt we r jaming @-Macpherson?

hehheh. hope tt we will be a sucess. wish us good luck!!!!!!!!!

tt's all folks. sry for the short post.

heh. P.S.THANKEW HUI JUAN SENIOR FOR CHEERING ME ON AND HELPING ME. THANKEW SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. LURVE U ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

7:33 PM

Hiie... back from school. Made some changes to etc. Can go see the annoucements for wadever u guys want to know lah huh.

School today was ok.........our class hosted a thai girl..... tomorrow's her b'dae! Bought something for her. O, and dance classes are eesh.....i hate the stretching, cos i'm not stretchable. Heehee. And of all dances we have to learn chinese dance.....double eesh. And i owe lots of ppl money... let's see.... i owe Jasmine Poon 5 bucks cos i needed 5 bucks to pay for HMP caoncert. Then i owe xiao hui 10 bucks cos i used 10 bucks to buy 3 files and a gift for the thai ger. Sigh. O, and u guys should really go for either HMP concert or the FOA concert. U will expect more of solo performances in the HMP concert and expect more of perfroming arts groups in the FOA concert. (psst. i'm in the FOA concert!)

Argh! Tmw got punishments for band. (flutes 11 rounds i think. Horns 2 rounds and percussion 12 rounds.) We have to run rounds on the track around the whole school building. Imagine! 12 rounds! Man! i died running 2 rounds lor. 12! All because we left our scores on our stands in the band room and we got punished. hmph! Then we have geog test during lunch and maths presentation after lunch. Missing two breaks in a day again. Sigh. And from this week onwards, all percussionists (including bassists i think) have to report to band room during every lunch for practice. SIGH.

However, despite all these "dissappointments", we banders still have our own happy moments. (Especially me =) )

For an example, today i was thinking of skipping band due to wat happened in my previous post. But i couldn't think of a reason to give... so i went.

It didn't go as bad as i thought actually. For one thing, the string enzem ppl weren't there, so there's no one to stand beside me and scare me. For two, Yen Zhen didn't tell Ms chong bout me not playing 7th night, so she assumes i'm playing so i just play lor. Jasmine snr says it'll be good practice anyway. For the third thing, i fared better in most of the songs. *Big Grins* For the fourth thing, we played the nicers ongs today. (No "Movement for ROSA") * Bigger grins*

Let's see.....

To day we played:

1. Simple Gifts
(Just like it's name its quite simple to play. It's a very sweet song, divided
into 4 movements and the emphasis of the whole song is on the upper woodwinds e.g. flutes, clarinets and oboes....i think i can cope well with this song with more practise.)

2. Finale from The New World Symphony
(Like its name its very grand and difficult to play. I'm having trouble playing this piece. But it's a nice song anywa. I need to practice this song a lot more.)

For the other songs.......

1. 7TH NIGHT OF JULY!!!
( This song is the nicest of all lor... but very difficult to play.....sigh......i got problem mastering this piece. Need to work harder. People going for FOA concert are going to enjoy and love this piece. By the way, 7th Night of July is coming, if u know wat i mean.)

2. When you believe
( This is the second nicest song in my heart. The percussion part is boring though. But then, i'm playing double bass, and the bass part is quite simple. Only the ashira part then it goes fast and my eyes go all blur. So must practice harder.)

3. A movement for Rosa
(This song is ok....i quite like it lah... it's quite nice with the war-like-sound-effects, makes it sound like a war song. Except it's quite hard to play, not as hard as 7th night but still.... and most people dunno how to appreaciate it. I need to work for some parts in this song also.)

4. The Symphonic Gershwin
(This song is like party type of song, very bouncy but not very hyper. Nice to play lah, so u'll feel the music. Never really played this piece on bass before. Played more of it on perc.)

5. The Genius of Ray Charles
(This song arh... quite hard to play...it's those mysterious type....actually from a movie....cant rmb if i played it on bass before or not....)

6. Festivo
(Another party-like song. This song is very difficult to play, only played it once on bass... didn't play well and couldn't actually catch up....)

7. Copacabana
(O MAN!!!! This song sets people dancing....it's real nice.....ties in second place with When you believe.The percussion part is damn damn DAMN fun!!!! (Too bad i cannot play.) And there's alot of congas and drumset solo... it's a party-like dance, very very very hyper especially on the perc. It's so damn fun to play....... just like brazillian street dance.=D )

8. Brazillian Street Dance
(This song is almost like Copacabana only different in melody and emphasis is on xylo and meremba. I only played this piece once on piano in March April...)

9. Nineties
( I dun noe if we'll be playing this in FOA , but i very nice. Basically it's a mixture of all the pop songs in the nineties. Never played it before cos i dun have the script.)

There are many other songs but i'm naming these few cos we're concentrating on them and their nice....

Back to my school life.

Before i left for home after Band, Perc had duty to keep the chairs and the stands....after our duty, my seniors stayed back to practice. Then Ai Wen was so damn hyped cos of something she saw which was so cool and she decided to try it out. I dun noe how to descibe lah..... hmmmm............It's just playing a rhythm with a lot of friends lined up in one whole row behind all the perc instuments that are non-toned e.g. congas, snare, timpani.....and then starting to play a same rhythm all at once. From at first slow...then go faster and faster and faster until u cant play anymore.... damn fun. The rhythm is easy if u play slow but diff if u play damn fast...and it involves crossing of hands. So u see a mess of hands but hear nice rhythm. Damn fun and challenging lor. So all my seniors lined up in one whole row and made a whole lot of noise in the band room. I wanted to join them but..... cos i'm playing bass so...............

Man!!!! Sometimes i really feel like going back to perc and not playing bass. Let's face it. I've always wanted to play the drumset scince small, i love beating things and i love rhythm. I'm definitely better at perc than at bass and playing bass is damn tiring........cos u have to stand throughout the whole band practice which is 3 hrs long.......but perc u have to stand but u can sit when it's not ur turn to play which is like frequently....

*sobs* I want percussion!!!!!!!!!!!

And i still dunno why i cried on friday. Need time to figure out.

O MAN!!!! 1 HR ON THIS POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TATA=)

Friday, July 01, 2005

8:27 PM

1st week of sch gone so fast, yet today is the worst day in the 1st week.

Yesterday [30th June]

During school saw alot of seniors cause we got a fire-drill and sec 1s and 2s assembled together. Saw Pealynne, Patricia, Liang Zhen, Jasmine, Hui Juan seniors.....saw Hui Juan senior about 5 times in school lor. (got yuan fen.) And Hui Juan senior was like "why i see you so many times today?". And the last time i saw yesterday, she was like " OMIGOD!!! " and she fell to the ground on her knees. Sigh.

After school suppose to have band but because i got maths challenge i couldn't go. Supposed to celebrate Mr Lee our band teacher's birthday. U noe. Happy birthday song, eat cake and stuff lyk tt. And we sec 1s were supposed to see the cluster performance in our audithorium by schools lyk AES, and there were Pop bands. Went in to watch last 15 mins only and manage to witness 2 lousy pop bands screaming their heads off. Got an headache after that.

Maths challenge not bad lah. Quite fun. We cheated a little. Saw Charis and Sabrina and VERA. <-- EEKS

Today [1st July]

Went to see Simon Brinch after school. Nice movie, very touching. Missed 1 and a 1/2 hr of band because went to watch movie.

Now this is the part that made my day so bad.

For FOA, there's going to be 4 double-basses playing-me, Jasmine senior, and two other seniors from string enzemble.

I went into band room and played Movement for ROSA. Then ms chong said go for sectionals. Then the two seniors came in to play with us. This is my first time playing with them so very nervous. Ms chong came back in and then asked us to play 7th night.

Now one thing you must know is that i cannot play 7th night properly, cos it's like for advanced bassists and im not even beginner lor. Jasmine senior is beginner but she can play quite well cos she's going for bass lessons outside school and i'm not so im worse than her. And ms chong wants her to teach mie.

I ask u. How do expect a beginner to teach a beginner properly? Obviously cannot right? So i definitely cannot play well lah. Then it's like because Jasmine never teach me properly and then the two string enzem. seniors see me play already say my position wrong, fingering wrong, bowing wrong, everything wrong, say Jasmine why never teach me, say how i go for FOA like that. I was thinking " To you guys of course easy lah, i just started klearning bass in MAY, i was taught by a beginner and i dont know half the fingerings. How to play? Movement for ROSA is considered easier than 7th night in some parts but half the time while i was playing it i was trying to figure out the fingerings. I didn't even chose to be in double bass, i dun even want to be in it. Now i'm already trying my best and there u r, criticising me, saying im too stupid to play such a "simple" piece. " I was so damn angry and pissed off with myself lor. When i tried playing, i kept getting the wrong notes lah. Then i shook my head so as to indicate i play wrong notes. Then u noe what the senior told me?

" Can u please stop shaking ur head. It is no use saying that u dunno how to play when u never even try. If u want to learn how to play, can you please learn properly with the right attitude?"

I was like what the hack and then she ask me to help her hold her bass and she went out to the band room. Next moment she came back with Yen Zhen lor. (Yen Zhen is the band major.) I was like what the hell???? It's not that i dun like her or i scared of her or what, infact she's real nice, but playing in front of her was another thing. Then the string enzem senior ask me to play for Yen Zhen to hear, then i got nervous, kept playing wrong notes, then the string enzem senior got fed up and said, " Yen Zhen, i dun think she can play 7th night, she never go for bass lessons, den cannot learn from jasmine, she need to go for bass lessons lah." Then Yen Zhen was like " nevermind, try harder, try harder...." And that was when i started to cry. I just couldn't help it lor. The tears just came like that, and i dun even noe why i cried, maybe because i was too angry with myself for going into double bass, going for FOA, and all the other possible things that made this happened. Then Yen Zhen and the string enzem senior saw that i was crying and tried to calm me down, say dun stress myself blah blah blah...... Then the string enzem senior asked Jasmine how long i've been learning this piece, then she said scince 3rd or 4th week of June. Then the string enzem senior ask if Jasmine got ask ms chong whether i can go for bass lessons. Actually jasmine ask ms chong some weeks ago, then ms chong ask her to ask mr lim, then mr lim say he dunno and will ask ms wong.....but nvr get back to her...... i felt very bad lor......like i was adding burden to jasmine when she already has her own problems to cope with......sigh..........so the string enzem senior and Yen Zhen told me not to play 7th night and play When you believe only, and on stage i will only come in together with the choir to join the band. Actually i felt very bad cos i want ed very badly to play 7th night and i love it alot, but then being able to play in FOA was already very fortunate so i let it go......afterwards the string enzem senior arranged practise times with me to practise and we when home.

I still dunno why i just cried like that lor.....i'm not the type of person who cries every day just for a little thing....i may feel sad but i will never cry....unless i'm very sad....

The above was supposed to be posted yesterday. [1st July] Sorry for the late post.

Tmw mom's taking me out from just chinese so that i can go to botanical garderns to have picnic and watch dunno wat concert that taufik will be there.... cant believe my mum also "zhui" such "ming xing".... i dont lor.....

That's all for now.....to be continued ......

Till then.....tata for now..... =)

~lurve mie seniors

~especially Hui Juan senior~

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